This morning, as I took my shower, moments of my past flooded my thoughts.
They unfolded in my mind as if they were happening all over again.
Moments when I didn’t feel like I was enough.
Moments that hold immense guilt for me.
Moments that have played a role in shaping who I am today.
I don’t know what brought this on.
I didn’t plan it.
I didn’t knowingly conjure it.
I didn’t ask for it…
I don’t think…
But, I’ve craved for healing and releasing all that no longer serves me.
Reliving these moments with the perspective I now have is the first step of healing for me.
And for that, I am grateful.
